Been a long time

I shouldn't have left you, without a dope beat to step to.

I've been away so long. 3 jobs! I hate saying that I don't have time for things. Last night I was talking to a close friend of mine, she asked me about the boy situation. I told her lately I've been feeling pretty uninspired. She thinks the reason might be all the hard work I'm doing. Maybe in the back of my head I'm not allowing myself to feel involved. But that can't be true. I make time for everything I have to make time for and everything I want to make time for. Maybe I can't commit to something like FAF because its not as flexible, but I can commit myself to sharing my love in every way I know how. Its amazing how much you can fit into a day when the love is there. When I was little we learned Rabbi Tarphon's famous saying "The day is short, the labor vast, the toilers idle, the reward great, and the Master urgent" - Never has it held as much meaning as it does now in my life. I'm never too busy to share a little love. Hopefully we can get that sentiment to spread.

I've been very reflective lately. Even through all the chaos of a busy life one has the moment to reflect. Whether its on the ride home or that moment when you walk into a room and forget what you've gone in there for and then suddenly you become reflective ...

I hope everyone is well this new year.

Peace, Love and All that Jazz
~M